I see you the light shines in my eyes and my heart is filled with joy From the first day I’ve met you years ago and even now.. Eternally in my heart and my true soul.. The light always shines.. the light of my love never dies..
The swells of affliction that washes over me
the thoughts of the past that plagues me
I cringe at the thoughts as my heart falls apart
The past was so long ago but I still feel it as it were yesterday
Submerged in the depths of my mind but now at the forefront
Thoughts that keep my mind captive for a time
I keep wondering why I keep having these thoughts of you
and then I realize the denial Ive been having for years
no matter how much I tried to not to
How can I ? I used to love you so much
but i can’t deny any longer the feeling is too strong … I Loathe You….